Tired

So tired..feeling myself heavier, clumsier..and fatter..At this stage, I really dread to take photos…even when I bump into friends, I feel quite paiseh also…cos I loss my confidence. My once sharp face (during wed) is gone, and not to say the just nice waist, hips etc..I just pray hard I get back to shape after I have given birth. When I went shopping last Fri at Far East, I felt so embarrassing walking into stores, cos their clothes are all very tight fitting and its impossible that a preggy can fit in..thought of getting an elastic dress for new year, but cant find any at all. Its not worth buying maternity dress also, cos its just another one or two months more to go.

Breast feeding, yes I must do that, not only it can helps me to slim down, it can also provide the nutrients my baby need. Learn many things from Mrs Wong from tmc last Sunday, I really pay full attention, jotting down notes etc. Really wan to try letting baby to latch on instead of bottle feeding at least for the first month, but that also means I have to stay with my baby 24 hrs round the clock and I cant go anywhere I like. Not sure if it will be successful, but I will try.

I am now coming to 31 weeks, and one more month later, my baby is fully grown at 36 weeks…and at around first or second week of Mar, my baby be out…getting more and more nervous. Now waiting for my colleague Jocelyn to go for delivery first….after that will be Christine and my turn..Who first? Lets see, best if we can share the room together..haaaa..

My backache continues, and even more ache at the leg etc…I got to stop and rest for three times when I’m shopping…I really can’t walk for long now..Terrible.

I have yet to wash my baby’s clothes…and I have not packed my hospital bag..oh dear, these are my priority task for this week. Must do Must do.